DEEEP
It is comfortable to have superficial conversations, the ones where we say the words that we have said a thousand times before. These conversation are copies of copies of copies with each one getting worse than the next.
I enjoy deep conversations, the ones where new perspectives are exchanged and I come away having learned more about the other person and myself.
I make a great effort to cut through the red tape of conversation and dive deep to where the new and uncertain dwells. Even with this effort, I am not satisfied, a condition of being a member of my society, or possible a conditions to being human. I want to have more deeeep conversations.
Let’s get deeeep
The modern world is grossly problematic with hyper problems that are so large that no solutions are possible or let alone attempted. A mental blindfold comprised of bombarding chaos. These problems are growing with new ones each and every day.
We are aware of our problems. In fact it makes it into our movies, media, memes and so on. To be aware and incapable is insufferable, I can't help but to laugh to make light of such a doomy and gloomy situation. I am able to recover with the understanding that I shaped my own reality, my perspective is what I choose and I can see the beauty or the shit.
I'm astounded particularly at the movies that have come out in modern times because they express many of the issues of modern living and with access to far greater means than I have. It is perplexing to live in a world of those who are aware and those who are ignorant in such drastic proportions that it seems impossible.
We humans are funny creatures the punchline of God's stand-up comedy. I will work and hold the intention of a balanced mindset, of a balanced perspective. I realized my problems arise in my attempts to fight on either one of the sides when I become polarized and strive for the good or bad. It’s like digging a hole for myself. The middle way is the way and that is the way of master E
Why do I try so hard to express myself? What is it at its roots that I need to express?
There are many events and aspects to my life that have happened and there are some I've had to leave in the past. Unexpressed, uncertain, and unexplored.
Is This the space where I can entertain them, to talk about them, to heal from them?
